Even my boyfriend is getting sick of me. Happy nine months. Yeah I really wanted to hear “I will never love you as much as you love me” fuck you. Why do I love so much? I can’t even end things. No one on here cares either so idk why I’m even typing this.
Thank you. So so much.
“This is the chemical formula for love:
dopamine, seratonin, oxytocin.
It can be easily manufactured in a lab, but overdosing on any of them can cause schizophrenia, extreme paranoia, and insanity.
Let that sink in.”
thats so fucked
So these last few days have been shitty eating wise. I’ve eaten so much these past few days that I’ve gained 5.4 pounds. I’m on a constant cycle of not eating anything all day at school and coming home and consuming over 1000 of junk calories in a time span of half an hour. So I’ve come up with a solution. Get home from school and immediately make myself occupied with homework. Then go shower. Then watch tv and drink at least 1/2 a gallon of water then eat dinner and then go to sleep. On the weekend I’ll just keep myself busy. This Saturday I have my boyfriends wrestling meet, then my friends coming over, then I have to babysit. So I’m not eating Saturday. Sunday i won’t be home all day either. Im also going yo keep a food journal. I will get back on track. I’m done being a fat fuck. 135 is way to much to weigh. I need to get back down to 115 or lower. It wil happen.